You were the one who watched me as I was born, torn from my mom's tummy hanging by the ambilical chord. We lived in Maryland then, as a family. A happy family. A family that never ever seen the horrific end coming. But that was seventeen years ago and look how much has changed. You haven't though, you were always two-faced and deranged! But when I was little I didn't ever pick up on those …showed first 75 words of 523 total…

…showed last 75 words of 523 total…Having You as a father has taught me a lot... I know how I give to others what I never got... Finding forgiveness in my heart even for you... has indeed been the lesson that has got me through... I am under no illusion of what I mean to you... in truth I know how you see me... ohm he's the result... of a mistake in your past... this I've acknowledged and accepted at last...